Mourning

Please don't take it personally

When I retreat into my shell

My heart is crushed and soul so tired

Walking through this hell

 

My baby left three months ago

While those responsible are still free

And I'm left struggling to still go on..

Trying to find what's left of me.

 

You have grown tired of my grieving

Of the sadness that runs deeper still

You don't understand my sorrow

And I pray you never will.

 

While I fully know and can rejoice

That she is in a better place

Here and now I just want to hold her

And look upon her sweet face.

 

God, only you know the reasons why

In you alone I place my trust

Just walk with me, help me find peace

Til ashes to ashes, dust to dust.